HAVING A CHRONIC CONDITION LIKE FIBROMYALGIA IS A PROBLEM FOR YOU, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE MANY OTHER THINGS LIKE MINE. IT GROWS AND DECREASES, BUT NEVER DISAPPEARS, AT LEAST I DO NOT AGREE. FOR THE MOMENT, I MUST SAY THAT IT IS AS SERIOUS AS ALWAYS. MY LEVEL OF PAIN DUE TO FIBROMYALGIA HAS REDUCED ME SO THAT EVEN MY POSITIVE ATTITUDE SUFFERS. I AM SO HAPPY TO BE SICK WITH FIBROMYALGIA. MY SOLE ESCAPE IS THE DREAM I SLEEP, BUT NOW THE PAIN OF THE FIBROMYALGIA IS REPRESENTING MY DREAMS WRONGLY AND NOW I CAN NOT EVEN ESCAPE. I WAKE UP SO EVIL TO GIVE ME THEY WANT TO SHOUT ONLY TO MOVE ME. I AM SO TIRED WHEN I GET UP AS I WAS HARASSED. THE RELIEF SEEMS TO ESCAPE ME IN THESE DAYS.
Get more exercise, that’s what they say. They do not know how difficult it is to do when every movement makes you want to tan with the pain caused by fibromyalgia. When you walk a certain distance, the spine feels as if it collapses and disintegrates. I do what I can, I walk short distances, I raise my legs in the chair, but it is difficult. I would like others to understand how difficult it is to lose weight. I really try. Without being as active as you want, it is very difficult to do. I know that my weight, which was taken after getting sick, makes it worse. It also aggravates my self-image, which does not help things. I wish I could lose it and I try hard.
Take your medicine. I do it, I promise, as they told me, but it does not help me enough. I miss them and I was lucky not to spend the day in a ball on the floor, so I know they help, but they do not do enough. There must be something to help me give my life back. Depression? Of course, I’m fighting depression. When no part of your body does not hurt all the time, you may also be depressed. I think that those of us who are working with this are much stronger than people attribute to us.
I can not even eat without experiencing symptoms. I eat something, makes me run to the bathroom. There is not one aspect of life that the Fibromyalgia Disease or the multitude of coexisting conditions do not touch. You call that, there is a bad effect that goes with it. The symptoms feed on each other, and each one worsens the others. I try to stay positive. I know it will happen and I will feel better, but even then I will not feel well. I have my good luck, but there is still fibromyalgia pain present, depression, stomach problems, etc. However, there are better times when I can do more and enjoy more, but what should I do in the meantime? I am exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally. I am losing hope that good days will come and relief will be found. I must not let myself be this way, I must always believe that there is hope, but for now, it is difficult. I have to keep the idea that this will also happen. I just hope it goes fast.